Mission Statement
May you feel led to MEANDER through life and an afterlife, guided toward self-discovery, self-healing, and a lived vision of world peace.
Vision Statement
A world where we MEANDER with purpose, heal within, and live peace beyond the self.
I am going to write without judging myself or giving criticism. I learned how to write from those who were set forth before me. My biggest appreciation is on education; learning from my mistakes; other’s mistakes; and pressing on. I surely learned wrong in a few ways except I use the big eraser by repenting and giving reconciliation through time – sometimes a lot of time (years and decades). Then, there is a relapse in time. Word might have gotten out to others forty years ago but others are only just contemplating the gossip or hearsay in the past year. I relive things in my mind so as not to repeat. I am gaining confidence by completing tasks even though they are small or silly. 
However, I am trying to keep busy. There’s always things to be said and done. There’s always things that should not be said or done. We are human. I really do favor people. I became a caretaker before eight years old. I favor people because we live in a jungle. Just the other day there was a daddy long leg on the wall which steadfastly crawled onto the ceiling went around the beam in the corner and I thought about what I can learn from this spider. I decided to crawl through time instead of running like I used to. I’m starting to bend more at the knees. Repetitive motion has been strengthening my twice torn meniscus. I stared at the spider on the ceiling and admired how the spider was upside-down. Just the other day, I also thought to myself how I’m never going to have a Christmas tree again (it’s been over a decade since I have). I will only have a Christmas tree if I can hang the Christmas tree upside-down which is a tradition for some. I will cover the Christmas tree with baby’s breath, my favorite flower. I have also sworn to never kill a spider. This apartment has had many spiders. They are pets. Dear Charlotte, thank you for being here and there and everywhere. You are a soul saver. I am writing because I naturally enjoy writing. I hope you have written yourself. Everything is not electronic. Paper is made from layers such as the five layers of skin which is a human’s first line of defense to protect oneself. Then we have layers of clothes; the protection of metal around us when driving down the roads; and magnificently the sky as our shelter. May you feel led to MEANDER your way through life and death leading towards self-discovery; self healing; and a vision of world peace. Thank you for inspiring me. Thank you for reading. Thank you for your blessings, forgiveness, and having drained me in entirety of my demons. Live on; be well; and exclude hatred.
Julia Elaine Provencial
January 21, 2026